I wasn't referring to that instance at all. And it was you who said it in the first place. I was the one hurt. What I said hurt you... but I didn't say for you to go away. I never did. My isolation... I dealt with why it hurt others, but why it hurt me...
But here you are, pretending that you're just fine, well, that's great, Rass, but I'm not! I never am, so when you're pretending, you're pushing me away because guess what? I'm never... I'll never live up to that. I'll never be as 'recovered' as you are or as Brax is... oh, why do you all have to pretend?
[He gets up himself, walking to a far corner because tears are threatening again. The Doctor never cries this much.]
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Date: 17/03/2011 22:57 (UTC)But here you are, pretending that you're just fine, well, that's great, Rass, but I'm not! I never am, so when you're pretending, you're pushing me away because guess what? I'm never... I'll never live up to that. I'll never be as 'recovered' as you are or as Brax is... oh, why do you all have to pretend?
[He gets up himself, walking to a far corner because tears are threatening again. The Doctor never cries this much.]