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shortsightedlove[He had wanted to talk with Omega about Seven's "I think your best friend is romantically interested in you" nonsense. Instead...]
I have nightmares about my children dying.
[He pauses, eyes wide. Damn flood!]
[He quickly turns the feed off, before he starts talking about his daughter the last thing he needs is everyone knowing about that.]
I have nightmares about my children dying.
[He pauses, eyes wide. Damn flood!]
[He quickly turns the feed off, before he starts talking about his daughter the last thing he needs is everyone knowing about that.]
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Date: 17/03/2011 21:03 (UTC)[He had leaped up and started screaming, his face taking on an ugly red colour.]
And yes, he could ask Narvin. Or perhaps even me, I'd be delighted to prove his misconceptions wrong.
[He slumps back into his seat, all his power seemingly gone.]
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Date: 17/03/2011 21:10 (UTC)Then why hesitate? Why not prove him wrong? Are you going to let his bitterness over his failure stop you?
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Date: 17/03/2011 21:18 (UTC)[He doesn't address his failure to inform Braxiatel. Clearly, it's Brax' fault for not asking, and he wishes Braxiatel would just disappear anyway.]
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Date: 17/03/2011 21:26 (UTC)This isn't about what I want. What I want is for you to be happy, content. To not feel the need to... shout at me.
What did I do to you?
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 21:35 (UTC)I don't want to be angry at you.
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 22:21 (UTC)Then why are you pursuing a relationship with me? If you think I value you so lowly? What does that say?
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Date: 17/03/2011 22:34 (UTC)And I don't think you value me lowly. I... I simply don't want talk about these things...
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Date: 17/03/2011 22:38 (UTC)You're the one who brought it up.
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Date: 17/03/2011 22:44 (UTC)How so? I simply told I found what you said back then hurtful when you joked about it.
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Date: 17/03/2011 22:57 (UTC)But here you are, pretending that you're just fine, well, that's great, Rass, but I'm not! I never am, so when you're pretending, you're pushing me away because guess what? I'm never... I'll never live up to that. I'll never be as 'recovered' as you are or as Brax is... oh, why do you all have to pretend?
[He gets up himself, walking to a far corner because tears are threatening again. The Doctor never cries this much.]
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 23:14 (UTC)And tell me. What bothers you? I'm your friend, after all. I simply... I want to be fine. I am, because... there's no reason not to be, right? So tell me why you're not, so... I can help.
[How to deal with your personal problems for Time Lord Presidents:
a) they aren't so bad, just think about it logically
b) deny they exist at all -- if you keep saying you're fine, they will spontaneously disappear
c) slowly go insane, snap and start vaporizing people
Choose whichever option you deem appropriate -- or even try out all three!]
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 23:27 (UTC)Fine.
[He's not talking to Rassilon, just repeating the word as if it were a vile curse.] Finefinefinefinefine. [He's found the anger but it just chokes him.]
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Date: 18/03/2011 00:09 (UTC)I... I don't want to talk about these things. They just make both of us upset and... I don't want that to happen, so... It has always worked until now.
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