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shortsightedlove[He had wanted to talk with Omega about Seven's "I think your best friend is romantically interested in you" nonsense. Instead...]
I have nightmares about my children dying.
[He pauses, eyes wide. Damn flood!]
[He quickly turns the feed off, before he starts talking about his daughter the last thing he needs is everyone knowing about that.]
I have nightmares about my children dying.
[He pauses, eyes wide. Damn flood!]
[He quickly turns the feed off, before he starts talking about his daughter the last thing he needs is everyone knowing about that.]
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Date: 16/03/2011 23:15 (UTC)And the doubt I speak of isn't about the choices you have made, but the doubt that those choices, necessary though they may be, may have had the secondary effect of turning you into that tyrant of which everyone speaks.
Do you see why I would object to that? I will not stand by and allow such a creature take over my friend whom I love.
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Date: 16/03/2011 23:37 (UTC)I'm not a tyrant. [He shifts uncomfortably.] How would someone like Braxiatel even know? He wasn't actually there. We had a vote for both the Final Sanction and, later, breaking out of the Time Lock. Were I a tyrant, I doubt I would have held them. So why should I doubt?
And I am not being taken over by anything.
Re: Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 10:02 (UTC)There you are! You see? You can hardly say the word without doubting it, feeling uncomfortable.
And as for Brax, you made victims of two women he cares about and his brother, regardless of their own parts in the incident and all he does know about your return is that you kill Narvin, Romana and Leela are unaccounted for, and, under your watch, his brother had to decide whether he should destroy the world or let this plan of yours destroy the entire universe!
He doesn't know about the votes, because you never told him.
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 11:53 (UTC)And I do not doubt! Why should I? I know the truth, they do not.
Does he know why Narvin was executed? Has he cared to ask? I did not break any laws. Executing a traitor, in accordance with the constitution, hardly makes me a tyrant. And I didn't kill the other two.
He does not know anything about how I have ruled, apart from the fact that I had traitors executed. He should either keep quiet or inform himself.
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 18:20 (UTC)I'm sure Brax can think of many reasons why Narvin would be executed, but that does not mean he knows how you lead. And how do you think he could inform himself? I wasn't there. The Doctor, perhaps, Narvin himself?
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 21:03 (UTC)[He had leaped up and started screaming, his face taking on an ugly red colour.]
And yes, he could ask Narvin. Or perhaps even me, I'd be delighted to prove his misconceptions wrong.
[He slumps back into his seat, all his power seemingly gone.]
Re: Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 21:10 (UTC)Then why hesitate? Why not prove him wrong? Are you going to let his bitterness over his failure stop you?
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 21:18 (UTC)[He doesn't address his failure to inform Braxiatel. Clearly, it's Brax' fault for not asking, and he wishes Braxiatel would just disappear anyway.]
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 21:26 (UTC)This isn't about what I want. What I want is for you to be happy, content. To not feel the need to... shout at me.
What did I do to you?
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 21:35 (UTC)I don't want to be angry at you.
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 22:21 (UTC)Then why are you pursuing a relationship with me? If you think I value you so lowly? What does that say?
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 22:34 (UTC)And I don't think you value me lowly. I... I simply don't want talk about these things...
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 22:38 (UTC)You're the one who brought it up.
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 22:44 (UTC)How so? I simply told I found what you said back then hurtful when you joked about it.
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Date: 17/03/2011 22:57 (UTC)But here you are, pretending that you're just fine, well, that's great, Rass, but I'm not! I never am, so when you're pretending, you're pushing me away because guess what? I'm never... I'll never live up to that. I'll never be as 'recovered' as you are or as Brax is... oh, why do you all have to pretend?
[He gets up himself, walking to a far corner because tears are threatening again. The Doctor never cries this much.]
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 23:14 (UTC)And tell me. What bothers you? I'm your friend, after all. I simply... I want to be fine. I am, because... there's no reason not to be, right? So tell me why you're not, so... I can help.
[How to deal with your personal problems for Time Lord Presidents:
a) they aren't so bad, just think about it logically
b) deny they exist at all -- if you keep saying you're fine, they will spontaneously disappear
c) slowly go insane, snap and start vaporizing people
Choose whichever option you deem appropriate -- or even try out all three!]
Spam
Date: 17/03/2011 23:27 (UTC)Fine.
[He's not talking to Rassilon, just repeating the word as if it were a vile curse.] Finefinefinefinefine. [He's found the anger but it just chokes him.]
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Date: 18/03/2011 00:09 (UTC)I... I don't want to talk about these things. They just make both of us upset and... I don't want that to happen, so... It has always worked until now.
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